I returned to work after being off 2 years and I work for a welfare program in my city. It can be stressful and there is lots to remember. I am looking for another position which won't be so demanding and requiring me to be judgemental and punitive. I have found writing and using my network of friend most helpful. When I am frightened or worried I ask myself "how bad is this, what would be the worse thing that could happen? This helps to anchor me and realize my fears are not warranted. I am very gentle and kind to myself. Anyhow I am enjoying the spring, we had tremendous wind and ice storm here in Ontario and today we had sun which was welcome sight.